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PENN STATION BIOTCH @_@ [26 Mar 2005|09:35pm]
[ mood | meredith makes me happy :) ]

ok so me and meredith rolled up to cary town center damn straight FOOLS and ya we went shopping of course. I got a couple of shirts very nice some nightmare before christmas pens and pink eyeliner and of course the checkerd shoes finally so its all good *^^* meredith got a COOL shirt that i wish i had the money to get and mom didn't want me to get it tho she said it was stupid shit :( but it was a reading rainbow shirt and on the back it said I CAN READ <3 i likes it, then we came to my house and um um ya just chilled then i was off to drop her home but before that i went to go to see josh but didn't cause we get to where his wife told me by walmart off of new hope so i go there and there was no penn station then we asked some random people if they knew where penn station was or if they ever heard of it, no one knew what the hell that was, then meredith asked this big black man who was very cheerful and full of laughs and worked at wal-mart (those strange people : p ) then he was talking to her and got closer to the car and she rolled up the window half way lol but he didn't know where it was either so then i just drove meredith home *sigh* but all in all twas a great day *^^* cause MEREDITH IS AWSOME < its green cause u like green now lol.

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[24 Mar 2005|05:26pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

hello, i was thinking about dying my hair plat.blonde with black streaks? Then later on have it pink again??????????? WHAT ARE YOUR GUYSEZ OOOPINIONS??????????????????

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[22 Mar 2005|10:22pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

these are pics of my boobooz :( from the previouse entry i wrote, yes me and meredith might not be smart when it comes to pulling these stunts BUT IT WAS FUN :)

MY CUTS/GASHES looookCollapse )

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FUCK FUCK [22 Mar 2005|08:14pm]
[ mood | IN PAIN ]

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK IM IN PAIN, SO MUCH PAINNNNN -_- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh ok so me and André and Ben and Meredith went to go to bens house and hang out and make movies, well we did a couple clips, then off to go walk around the block, but instead we walked to the oriental store where André bought some weird asian candy, so ya then i put my flower in his glass soda bottle, and then OOOOOO we saw a pretty shopping cart OOOOOOooOOOooOOO so me and meredith went in it *fun* then ben pushed us over speed bumps and pot holes, BIG MISTAKE then he caught speed and there was lots of rocks and a HOLE the wheel went into the hole and the cart flipped meredith stayed in it, but not me, i FLEW out then me and meredith freaked out in pain, i started to get blurry vision and blacking out and hot sweats, not fun my elbow has this huge gash in it -_- and my legs are cut up, my side is, i have a headache and my elbow is fucked up and my kneecaps are fucked up, o meredith is pretty fucked up as well, so we drove to my moms friends house cause her neighbore is a nurse and she looked at the peice of skin that was ripped out of my arm and said "o oh my myyyy well ur gonna need a tetniss (sp) shot, and meredith might need one too FUCKER DUCKERS but ya im in soooo much pain, but through this awful expirement i think me and meredith became better of friends *^^* but ya im gonna lay down on my couch and wait for meredith to call *ooooOOOooo*

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Happy Birthday to meeeeeeee [09 Mar 2005|09:04pm]
[ mood | happy birthday to meeeeeee!!!! ]

thank you everyone today who wished me a happy birthday really appriciated it, unlike last year where only 2 people remeberd it was my b-day.......mom..and.....dad......sad i know but ya this birthday was WAY WAY better then my 16th witch makes me sad cause 16 is suppose to be ur sweeeeeeeeet 16 but no anyway twas a good day im like 90% sure i made straight A's this semester YAY!

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[08 Mar 2005|09:28pm]
[ mood | sorda sad ]

MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW LALALALALALA WOOOOOOOOOOOOO *fart noises* im getting old :(

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[03 Mar 2005|07:38pm]
[ mood | happy ]

don't forget the birthday is on the 9th, ANYWAY so yesterday i went to get my allergy testing done, and my my my im allergic to like ALOT of stuff i post later, but today was aj;sklfjgasi;jd; SO FUN, lets see i go to my job shadowing at an agency for acting GRRRRRRRRRRR woooooooooo hooooooo im so happy and like i got to see auditions and there points of views and they gave me free advice and all this shit and im trying out for an agent next month can't wait, gah ^^ then went to my softball game couldn't find the damn feild but i found it caught this ball that was really far i ran like a bitch to catch it and it was CAUGHT BY THE GREAT MELODIE *cheers* anyway its was so fun for the first time and altho we lost like 30 something to 2, us getting the 2 IT WAS THE BEST FUNNEST GAME I EVER PLAYED IN MY HOLE LIFE, altho the bitch wasn't there cause when she is everyone is a bitch cause she is such a bitch anyway but we all had fun, we all played a great game, and ya it was fun i hit so balls yess yesssssss i don't suck, i played like really good today, maybe cause i was so happy about my job shadowing but ya enough said it was a good day ^^

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[24 Feb 2005|03:00pm]
[ mood | sick ]

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH i was sick today, bleh what all happend today?

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[21 Feb 2005|05:25pm]
[ mood | enraged ]

FUCK YOU WALTER< STOP FUCKING READING MY LIVEJOURNAL YOU FUCKING FREAKY ASS STALKER, GO FIND SOME OTHER LITTLE CHILD TO STALK, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE

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[12 Feb 2005|05:23pm]
[ mood | confused ]

so i went to that fitness thing NBC was doing today, and i saw Ms. Thompson the cooooolest band teacher from 8th grade she helped mr. hinson, so that was coooool and then ya i went, and yea it was ok, and um im pissed off rite now, things aren't going the way i wish they were and like mmm ya, i hate life i hate my parents when they bitch, i hate it when my dad bitches, i hate it when everyone in the family has nothing good or nice to say only negative stuff, i live in a negative family >< and idc who thinks "Oh melodie u should be glad with ur family u are like so lucky" COME LIVE WITH ME FOR A DAY ur gonna want to kill urself how negative this family is, ur gonna wish u were never BORN, damn it, fuck you guys no one knows my family the way i do so shut the fuck up!!!! that is all.

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[11 Feb 2005|03:16pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Randall Knows my secrete :o

i guess its a good thing then maybe not, or maybe it just doesn't matter........anyway im doing better today a bit confused but OK........ and mom won't let me change schools asjl;dkjfakl;sd and im gonna go eat some chocolate now ^^

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[10 Feb 2005|04:56pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I want to move to Europe like mmmm NOW damn it >< anyway open house tonight grrrrrr but i have nothing to worry about I HAVE STRAIGHT A's this year mwahahaha my teachers can't bitch about how i never do anything this year MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Oh yes I NEED A BOYFRIEND LIKE NOW >< i like someone but i sink he is TAKIN and i like another person but i doubt he likes me :( im a looser >

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[09 Feb 2005|08:53pm]
[ mood | blah ]

YAY Alicia WON the S.I. Next Model scorreee cause the other bitch didn't deserve it, way to bitchy and way to cocky :) YAY ALICIA....


and FUCK YOU EBAY BUYERS FUCK YOU <^>

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[08 Feb 2005|03:56pm]
[ mood | fuck u V-DAy ]

i need a date for winterfest >< i have to go GARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR FUCK VALENTINES DAY <^>

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NE:24 [06 Feb 2005|10:18pm]
[ mood | excited ]

PATS WON, WHAT NOW BITCHED WHAT NOOOOOWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[06 Feb 2005|03:56pm]
[ mood | content ]

lalalalalala so i went to subway got a kids meal and a chocolate coooookie, and of course a juice box :) then went to DICKS sporting gooods hehe and bought wrist weights im just gonna walk around the hosue maybe to school with them because ya i need muscles :) then went to the batting cages and yes after taking a year off i thought i wouldn't be able to hit a ball, but i hit them, SCORE ^^^^^^^ now im going back on my couch and watch TV :)

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[05 Feb 2005|11:17pm]
[ mood | tirededed ]

-Sooooo i just watched TROY and i loves it, altho now i see Orlando Bloom as an idiot who fucks everything up :( but its all gooooooood i still think he is hot ^^ but beside his stupid ass in the movie, i found it great, i LOVEDEDED it alot ALOT damn it, i think i might go buy it, yes i am, and i willlllll..........when i get money :)
-Well today my brother was called to go to pullen parks pool, to swim cause someone was missing, and so my bro got to swim at regionals pretty cool, but since he was doing the relay someone didn't touch the wall so they got disqualified SO my brother went for nothing, but hey i got my lazy ass off the couch, so ya anyway im gonna go ^^ ta-ta

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[04 Feb 2005|11:52pm]
[ mood | bad gut feelings ]

-so i saw the village i think it is a good GOOD movie i liked it alots :) and i don't care if any of u thought it was gay, im not asking for ur opinion, assholes :) BUT it was good..................
-for some reason im worried, its like this weird gut feeling about something, i feel like something bad is going to happen :/
-im thirsty, so im gonna go drink some apple juice............yum!

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[02 Feb 2005|04:48pm]
[ mood | i miss u 6th grade ]

Ok just wondering Did any of u, use to be really DORKY? i was talking to kate and Julia about how dorky i was in 6th grade, how i use to wear like wool vests from Switzerland and my mom use to pick my clothes out till the end of 6th grade, and i would wear high waters and i use to streak my hair blue with that barbie streak wear and i would not match cause i think mom enjoyed watching me look tacky but i didn't mind!!!! damn i was really dorky and i miss it, cause no one cared, no one knew me, i was just there and no one picked on me, im sure they did tho BUT not to my face O wait i was picked on by people they use to post posters around the school for a reminder that yearbooks were comming out and they had my pic up there the one from of course 6th grade and they put and arrow and it said PIPI LONGSTOCKINS or how ever u spell her last name cause my hair was all in pig tails and sticking up, i thought it was cute at the time.........i guess not, but it made me sad, i was so nice too why would they, don't know what happend >< then after i became the mascott for East millbrook no one knew it was me till 8th grade when someone knocked me down and pulled my head off :( and i was made fun of that too, but u know what I MISS not being known and i miss being nice and i miss my mom picking out clothes for me, and i miss my wool vest damn it, i miss it soooooooo damn much >:0 i miss being the dorky kid :( but what i don't miss is being picked on, still goes on now.....O my fav one that i get called like basicly everyday is You look like a brick......Flat on both sides!!!!! gets really annoying after the first time O well, you would think i would be use to it now aklsjdkla BUT THE POINT IS i miss being in 6th grade :(

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[01 Feb 2005|09:56pm]
[ mood | pleased ]












TOUGH COOOOKIE wooooooohoooooooo
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